fever, fever go away!!!!

Last night the fever jumped up to 103.....they decided to wave the 48 hours on antibiotics and take the stent out today. That will be happening this afternoon. So instead of fever decrease, we have fever increase. ARG!!!!!!!

Big Bird said he was doing ok this morning. Mom is on her way to the hospital now. I have to go into work for a couple hours to take care of a few things then I will be at the hospital.

This has been a report of the Big Bird broadcasting network.......

TIRED!!!!!!!

Big Bird was resting when I left. He requested saltine crackers-it is about the only thing he can keep down right now. Oh the exquisite taste of saltines ;-)

Fever was back this evening, 100.9 when I left. They changed up the antibiotics to every 4 hours instead of heavy dose of levoquin once every 24 hours. He will be in ICU for at least another 24-48 hours. There is a possibility that they will transfer him to SA at the end of the week, so I guess we just wait and see.

His INR is what has everyone jumping through hoops. It ain't a happy thing. All they can do for him is try and control the infection, control the pain and pray for a liver donor. How bitter sweet is that???? Hey can someone please die so my brother can have a life???? Crass I know, but I am tired and I really am just a snot right now.

I will post an update tomorrow, but for now, I am off for some very much needed sleep!!!

We are #1

Well it is official we are having a bout of cholangitis. Oh the remarkable joys. He is on a pain pump now to hopefully help control the pain-we shall see.

It was the INR that was throwing loops this morning. It was 6, it is now 3.36, still high, but better.

But with this latest development and the INR numbers we found out this afternoon that he has officially been bumped to #1 on the transplant list for his blood type at his center. Scary news...

I have the RS president coordinating with the bishopric to get someone down here to get a blessing so hopefully that will be happening this evening.

That is the latest from the deluxe ICU suite....will let ya know more when I can.

ICU-woohoo

So Big Bird as a deluxe suite in ICU. He decided he wasn't getting enough attention at home I guess. Bella is not impressed with the lack of belly rubs.

The low down.....Monday morning (8/13/07) about 1am Big Bird had the onset of liver pain. It intensified, so he took vicodin, that didn't seem to help. About 7pm, he started with fevers, with the highest one reaching 100.5 (this is not good for liver patients). Vomiting set in shortly after. About 9:30pm we made the call to head to the ER.

They did a bunch of blood work, and cultures. About 3 they decided to go ahead and admit him (this is a story in itself as in my experience ER docs are morons w/liver disease patients). We kept asking what room he was going to be in, they finally came to move him, and we find out they are putting him in ICU. (Shock and dismay now sets in)

They started Fresh Frozen Plasma (sounds like a winery sell-hehe) about 4:30 this morning. His clotting (I really need to talk to a doc so I can get some terminology here) has improved some he was a 6 when admitted, and he is now at a 3. However even with morphine the pain is not improving. Lots of sensitivity and tenderness. Big Bird is not a happy camper....

Will post more after I can talk to a doc and find out what is going on and the plan of action....

amused

I simpsonsized big bird...hehe I am too easily amused. I will have to get a photo of myself to try ;-)

Have fun with it yourself visit http://simpsonizeme.com/

Listing Status #2

Dustin's MELD score did increase to 23.

MELD lab results are as follows:

Sodium 138

Creatinine 1.0

Total Bilirubin 14.0

Albumin 3.5

Ammonia 28

INR 1.8

The above information is the most current. Big Bird is now #2. He is getting very anxious & nervous. This is something that has been needed and wanted for a long time, but it is also very scary, cause you never know just how you might react to any of it.

His hospital quilt is almost done. Just have to make a final decision on the back. We got one hospital gown sewn and put through the wash, gotta pull it out of the dryer and see what if any changes need to be made before making the others.

The above pic is from July 19, the day before his ERCP. It almost looks like two siblings that like each other ;-)

Update

Friday we went to San Antonio again and met with the hepatologist. He was very nice this round. He expressed concern and hope actually. This was a first since we have been going since April.

He concluded that the ERCP they did on July 20 showed that his best option at this point is transplantation. They did put a stent in, but it seems to be causing some discomfort. They also found a hernia in his abdomen. The hernia will be fixed during the transplant surgery. They redid all his blood work, and he came back with a MELD score of 23. This is a point higher than his score from a couple weeks ago. His hep is hopeful that he will be transplanted soon. He has moved up on the list but he couldn't give an official listing status. The person that was ahead of him received a transplant on Friday...so it is possible that he could be #2 or #1.

Prayer Requests.....

As if dealing with Big Bird isn't enough, we found out tonight that my Aunt Karen has some scary health issues brewing. She is in the hospital, and I know that I am at least sending positive thoughts and vibes her way. Hopefully we will know more tomorrow, told my Grandma I would call for an update. She is dutifully staying put and taking care of all the fur babies. It is times like this that I regret that I live so far away from my family....

ERCP & All That

On Friday, July 20 (Happy Birthday to me!) Big Bird had an ERCP in San Antonio. Things went ok, they found that his left half of his liver is completely scarred from cirrhosis, and there was minuscule openings on his right side of the liver. They did place a stent, but were not confidant that it would do any good (surprise there-I really don't know why some doctors just can't listen). Well, later Friday night the pain from the ERCP was so intense that we made a trip to the ER he also had an added symptom of nausea, after 6 hours, we did get to go home. Of course Big Bird was no longer in pain with thanks to morphine.

Yesterday was better, but he pain made an appearance again today. Looks like we will be heading to SA again soon. Hopefully they can see him this week, otherwise, I will have to leave Mom & Big Bird to fend for themselves as it will be hard for me to escape work for 10 days while Miss Edie is seeing the wonders of Alaska (this is where I submit mass amounts of jealousy).

New Lab Results

So Big Bird had blood work done yesterday. His nurse emailed me this morning. He has a new MELD Score of 22. He is #3 in his blood group.

Since I actually have the lovely lab results here are what they look like:

Creatinine = 1.1

Albumin = 3.2

Prothrombin time = 14.8

INR = 1.6

Bilirubin, Total = 11.3

Sodium = 140

Lots of scary numbers. His Bili actually is really good right now, surprisingly. He started having lots of joint pain yesterday, he had grown used it to I guess, cause he wasn't complaining too much this morning.

Big Bird is having some tests done on Friday, so hopefully we will know what the cirrhosis is like in his liver and how bad the scaring is. We are hoping that maybe they will be able to drain some bile as well, that would help with the itching, but who knows.

The Boys

I took this picture a couple months ago when my grandpa was in town. We were driving in downtown Austin, and all the "boys" were all looking out the window at the same time. It was too cute so I had to share.

FALSE ALARM

THIS HAS BEEN A TEST OF THE DUSTIN EMERGENCY BROADCASTING SYSTEM!

We just spoke with Big Bird's nurse coordinator and the liver didn't come through. They think it went to another hospital-so hopefully it is a good match for that recipient.

This has truly been a test on preparedness for all of us. We were able to get him a blessing this morning, and that brought comfort. We certainly now know what we need to do to prepare.

His MELD is still 19, but apparently it isn't a very long list at this hospital, so he is right on up there.

Time to resume normal life, and certainly a time to reflect on what we need to take care of.

The Call???

This morning we received a call from UTHSA that they may have a potential donor for Big Bird. We will know more by 11AM. I am sooooooo unprepared. I should know better. Have been trying to get phone numbers so that we can hopefully get a blessing for Big Bird at least in SA.

Even if he doesn't go, he will certainly need one for comfort after today.

When we know something I will post.....

Love & Prayers to all of you!!!!

Harry Potter

We are nerdlings! I just ordered our tickets to see Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix on IMAX no less. So yes we will be see Harry on IMAX in 3D. That should be interesting. We are even taking Mom along for the adventure.....

I guess the appropriate thing to do this weekend (since we actually don't have a ton of commitments) is to try and have a Harry Potter movie marathon.

Go here http://www.harrypotterorderofthephoenix.com/
you can watch the trailer, they even have some fun downloads and other things for you Potter fans out there.

Birthday Success

We had a fantastic day. Lots of laughs, and lots of "child play". We got nerf guns, and well, all I can say is take cover. There are four around the house now and no one is safe-:-)

Even the puppies got in on the festivities and wore party hats- well at least some of them did. They were not to sure about it. Dusty dog did ok as long as he was able to hug next to Edie. Jasmine was just fine with her bone in her mouth. Bella was annoyed-true to herself that is. And Well we attempted Aukee-and he wouldn't have ANY of it. As soon as it went on, it came right off. Poochie was hiding in a small dark corner enjoying the yumminess of a Baconstrip bone. Suki-every the beauty queen did smashingly well.

We are in the full throws of Birthday Season. Jerry's birthday is July 5, then we have Melissa's on July 18 & mine is shortly there after. Good times. So I am sure I may be able to add another photo spread again.

enjoy the goofiness.

Happy Birthday Big Bird!

Happy Birthday Big Bird!!!!!

Big Bird's Birthday is on Sat., June 30. He will be celebrating 31 years of annoying me!
(I really should have been an only child!)

We are having a quite family celebration at home with a couple of his close friends for a BBQ and lots of visiting and catching up. The Fur Babies will get in on the act as well and celebrate along with him with some delectable treat that I will have to figure out today. I think we are expecting 12 adults and 6 fur babies....hehe

As for an update with where things stand, we are waiting to hear from UTHSA for scheduling an ERCP. They want to do this for exploratory purposes to see what is going on in is bile ducts and liver. This will be done some time in July-but who knows when-since we thought we would have heard something by now. He has been somewhat good the last few days-so that is very good.

I do want to send out prayers and well wishes to the Henshaw family from the PSC Support Group on Yahoo. Ken had his transplant and they have been through the ringer with complications, good news, worry, etc. If you can send some extra prayers to them, that would be grand!

Have a great weekend everyone...(and also Happy Birthday to Aunt Karen-her birthday is today)....

Tattle tail

Tattle Tailing...

Yes, that is what I feel like we did. We tattled tailed. We met with his regular doctor, and told him how we just didn't feel like the hep docs were on our side. That they just didn't give us the warm fuzzies. How every time we leave San Antonio, we feel hopeless, and lost. At least his doctor gives us some hope that he will get through this. He said he would talk to them, and see if he can't arrange for us to meet with one doc every time we gone from now on. We shall see....

Big Bird isn't feeling so hot. The itching got REALLY bad yesterday. They called in a script for an antihistamine and at about 5:30 this morning it knocked him out, it has helped a wee bit, but he has scratched himself raw and drawn blood in a few spots. Took him in this morning for lab work-we shall see if it reveals anything. I am not convinced that blood work tells the whole story-but again I am not a medical expert, just the one that lives with Big Bird. The fatigue is really bad, probably worse than normal-too bad he can't sleep-I get tired just looking at him.

But, my last few posts have been a bit of a downer, we haven't lost our sense of humor I assure you-it is in tack and in full use in our house. In the sick and twisted way we are, he complains he doesn't feel good, I tell him he is just fine, after all his MELD is only 19.....(again sick and twisted).

We had to take a Transplant Education Class last week, one of the things it says, you can't have Grapefruit, or Pepper after transplant. But the most disturbing, you can't allow your pets to sleep with you after transplant. Good luck explaining that one to my dogs-whom all believe he is a giant pillow to maul and snuggle in the afternoon. I will let him explain it to their pouty little faces, he can have 4 puppy heads staring at him in wonder as to why, WHY they can't maul and snuggle. Yeah, that is gonna work out well...

Scream

Do you ever want to SCREAM??????

I know we do. For those that have never had the opportunity to encounter a transplant situation, count your blessings. It has to be one of the scariest, most frustrating, infuriating, agonizing, helpless waiting you will ever encounter.

We had a follow up appointment yesterday with the hepatologist. Hoping for some insight into new symptoms, waiting time, MELD reconfiguration blah blah blah. No real explanation for the feet swelling, no real explanation for the "burning sensation" his skin gets when he sweats, no explanation for the increased liver pains and back pains. Instead we get sent home with a pat on the back, your MELD is still 19, everything looks good we will see you in 3 months. Oh my the way your MRCP last month was inconclusive, but we think we want to go ahead and do an ERCP (obviously there is no way his current doctor could be correct in the fact that and ERCP is not an option for him).

I don't know about you, but it is really frustrating when all you feel like is a statistic, a number. Which essentially you are when waiting for a transplant. We worked, prayed so hard that he would make it to be listed, we finally made it then, it seems that every time we visit the hep doctors we get sucker punched, and any hopes that he will actually be transplanted are dashed. We were told yesterday that they will prolong transplantation as long as possible, especially since his liver was still functioning. They do offer exception points, but again, he isn't a candidate because his MELD is only 19, and his protein production is within an acceptable range. His bili is down 14.2, but they do show him as having a vitamin A & E deficiency, so they prescribed some vitamins for him.

The thing with being listed, you HAVE to do what ever the Transplant Hospital/team wants you to do. They wanted to schedule the ERCP yesterday, but I told them I would rather wait until they spoke with his doctor since he knew Big Bird's case and has been caring for him for the last decade. This hospital was suppose to be highly recommended, but I will tell you their hep doctors haven't been the greatest doctors I have ever encountered. They are suppose to be the "liver specialist" and yet, whenever we meet with them, we always feel hopeless, and that he will truly be lucky to get a transplant. We really leave there feeling like there is no hope, that transplant is a possibility but to not get our hopes up. We leave there feeling like a statistic, a number. A means of money making, because those doctors certainly lack some sort of human connection, a means of reassuring a patient and their loved ones that all is not lost. This particular doctor yesterday went as far as to tell us that transplant was not a "cure" for PSC, but rather a short reprieve, that more than likely in about 10 years he would likely experience recurrence and again be a transplant candidate. How about that loveliness, we haven't even got through this round, and we feel like we are being told to prepare for it again in 10 years.

After visits like this, you wonder (aside from the fact that he physically just can't handle it) why isn't he just going out and enjoying life to the fullest? Never mind his doctor has basically banned him from open water, no lakes, no rivers, no oceans-too many uncontrolled germs. But as far as the transplant hospital is concerned he is "fine". I beg to differ, I see him almost fall from dizzy spells. I see him want to crawl up in a fetal position almost in tears cause he is scared to death of dying, I see the fear in his eyes when his temp crawls up to a fever, then relief, cause it doesn't quite hit 100. I see the fear in his eyes every time he grasps his side, because the liver pains and back pains have increased. This is what I live with everyday, and then have to be sucker punched by a doctor who doesn't have the compassion to listen to a patient when he tells him, I don't care what my MELD is, I know my body and something isn't right, then be told OK, we will see you in 3 months.

This is our world, our frustrations, for whatever reason, the path we were set on. I don't understand it, but I have to believe Heavenly Father has put us on this path for a reason.....

elephant man

Elephant Man has made an appearance.

Well not really, but boy do I like to tease Big Bird! New Symptom-swollen ankles and legs, with the added finesse of pain and tightness. Good times! LOL. Suddenly Tuesday afternoon, Big Birds ankles and legs swelled up. Now this wouldn't be so noticeable if he were not such a bean pole. But none the less it is. Put a call into the doctor, they said to keep the feet elevated, and he did all night long.

This afternoon took Big Bird in for an ultrasound on his legs-they wanted to rule out blood clots-and they did. NO blood clots found (thank goodness). But the mystery remains why all of the sudden? He does not have high blood pressure, his heart is in tip top shape-so we chalk it up to the stinky liver disease-PSC. It is after all a side affect.

He also had his routine blood work done last Friday (May 25, 2007) they got the blood work back and his MELD score jumped to 28 since his last blood draw April 30, 2007. So they want another draw, we are waiting to hear from the transplant hospital for orders. After they do this, and his MELD is the same, he will be bumped up the list to #3 in his blood class. WOW now that is a scary thought!

LISTED

Listed!!!

After years of waiting and wishing. It is finally here! Big Bird is LISTED!!!!! He has a current MELD score of 20. He is 6th on the waiting list for his blood type (A+).

It is bitter sweet. You wait and wait for this, then it comes, you take a deep breathe, and then WAIT. So many people die waiting for an organ transplant, but so many people live because they get the gift of life. Bitter Sweet!

So, for my non humorous post today, I encourage everyone to consider being an organ donor. You never know who or how many lives you could save, by simply donating your organs. Talk to your family about-pray about it. For more information on organ donating you can visit http://www.organdonor.gov/.